I have a happy spirit. He has got a very hangdog expression. As if he has been kicked around, ignored. It’s very strange for a spirit to be like this. He is not in… He hasn’t crossed over completely. So, he is in the Grayland’s. So, he went to the Grayland’s, because of a lot of the evil things that he did. And he wouldn’t cross over completely. He knew exactly what was in the Grayland’s, because he was quite advanced. And he decided to try and make amends, in a way. He wanted to sort of suffer for his sins, that’s a better way to put it. And he learnt to live in the Grayland’s. And he says all the nasty things up there are just thought, so that is not serious. But what he is able to do, is look down and see all of the ongoing problems and so on, without having advice from higher spirit, like we have just had. So he did a lot of pretty bad things. And he decided that the best way he could learn, is to do it the way he is doing it. And he just sort of cut himself off and suffer and learn. And when he believes that he is ready, then he will move up and he will cross over. It’s like a soft rescue in a way. I have gone to him and said “it’s all very well for you to do that, and it’s very admirable but did you want to do that?”. “If you really want to help people, cross over, learn from your mistakes much faster and then you can help so many more people.” And he is thinking about that, his face that he is showing, is like Dopey of the 7 Dwarfs. Very small and he is sort of hiding away. And he is now saying “why he didn’t think of that?”
“That is just so…. How can I be that stupid?”
S: No, it’s not stupidity. We make choices, and when we make the wrong choices and that is how we learn. And then you can say “interesting choice I made; how can I choose differently now?”. It’s all a lesson, everything is lessons. It’s all learning. There is no wrong, there is no wrong choices. There is only progression and learning. Evolving, growing.
“You are so right; I can see now where the mistake was made. I cut myself off from everybody! Everybody. Thinking I have got to do this on my own. I’ve got to do the macho thing. And I wouldn’t take any advice from anybody. So I haven’t spoken to anybody.
S: That’s ok. Look what you have learnt. Look at you.
“I just don’t know what to say.”
S: And you know, people live here on Earth like that. They try and strive and they do everything themselves and they think nobody else can do this as good as me, I have got to do this and they cut people off and do everything themselves. People live on Earth like that. There is no wrongness in it, but we have to learn from it. And when you realise and you step out of that, I mean how expansive do you feel now?
“You have no idea. No idea”.
S: And lighter. And bigger.
“And it’s been so long, thinking I was doing the right thing.”
S: And that’s ok. There is no time.
“Ah, I can – there is no ways I can thank you for this. It’s freedom, it’s understanding a clear picture. I’ve been spending years, decades, trying to do what I believed was the right thing.
S: And that is ok. There is no wrongness in it. It’s just learning from it. And you know what, you will probably help other people to see that.
“I can see it so clearly right now.”
S: But you can help so many MORE people.
“And it was like your last lesson about clarity, what I suddenly got was clarity. And you can’t believe how anybody can be as stupid as this, for so long. And not see such a simple solution, right in front of their eyes”
S: No stupidity whatsoever. Just awareness. Learning, growing, evolving, expanding. And learning.
“And all the things I have been missing, all the things I have been missing, thinking I’m doing, I’m paying, and this is for something I did in the past and there is no need. So, Ah, I just can’t thank you enough, this is absolutely staggering.
S: You just made my day.
“Well, oh, ah, well, you certainly made my day, you just made my life. Gosh, this is just amazing. And I can see people, I can see so many people”
S: And the love.
“They are all tuning in and yes, they are all quite happy and I’m quite accepted. (big breath).”
S: And the energy, and the love, and the light, and the expansiveness.
“Yes, (big sigh) just don’t say any more, I am outta here”. (Big laugh) It’s just unbelievable. Thank you, thank you, thank you, so much”
S: Please come back and talk to us.
“I will, I will come back and tell you exactly what I have done and I will help you as much as I can. And if I can help you as much as you have helped me today, it’s going to be (phew) … Just thank you so much”.