VERNA– LONELY LIFE ON RANCH By SpiritualDictionary.com
In this meditation a guide called Ishmael is channeling through Miriam, and they are taken back to a past life of Verna’s, and Geoff changes the memories carried forward from that past life.
Geoff – A field full of wheat and in this corner nearest me is a child’s rocking horse, brightly painted, it hasn’t been used for a long time, but it was put there for a child many years ago. There is a lot of wheat to the left, huge fields going for miles and miles, mountains in the background, and this rocking horse, there is a paddock, it is fenced and at the back of it is some form of wooden cabin, and there is nothing around for miles. Now somebody farmed all this, they would obviously have a much bigger house, so all I can think of is; it belonged to somebody who worked on the property.
The wooden hut at the back is a dark gray wood, obviously somebody lived there, and they kept their horses in this little paddock and worked on this huge ranch. I am going to go outside the house now, on the way in I can see a wife, who is very happy, a daughter, I am sure the wife is Verna.
Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes it is, this is Ishmael again.
Geoff – Oh welcome Ishmael, Verna has this baby daughter, and that is all I can see there. I am just going to sit on the porch for a while and look at this beautiful view, because I am sure there is something else here.
Miriam (Ishmael) – Oh there is.
Geoff – They kept pigs there, they had a couple of dogs, but mainly this paddock was for the horses. It wasn’t all that long ago in time, I mean it is somewhere in the 18th century, the pioneer days in the Wild West, or slightly after that, because what Verna has on is red and yellow and it is like a dress/apron thing.
Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes.
Geoff – There was also a little boy with a crew cut hairstyle, and he is probably three years old. Now I am trying to see the husband, but I can’t see anybody as yet. I know he worked away, by away I mean he would go across the ranch and do the usual mending of fences and so on, and come back on a horse at the end of the day. Every time I want to go inside, I feel like there is something else on the outside, or there is something stopping me going inside.
I can’t see anything else out here. Verna’s life was pretty lonely except for the kids. Very lonely, and when she did get to meet people, it was obviously great fun.
Miriam (Ishmael) – Walk around to the back of the hut.
Geoff – There is a grave. That is where her husband died. That is why her life was so lonely.
Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes, it is, but you are there for a purpose.
Geoff – These days when I go away like I am on this trip, Verna feels exceptionally lonely, because it stems back to that life and she feels more than most people would, she got used to it in that life, used to putting up with the pain of being all alone, and gave all her love to the children, that is why it hurts so much when I go away these days.
Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes, and what can you do for that now?
Geoff – What I must do is join with her in that life, be there in that life, which will then alter this life.
Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes.
Geoff – Right, so I have walked up behind her, she is at the fence, I have put my arms around her and I am basically telling her that I will be with her for the rest of her time there until she meets somebody else, even though it is in spirit. It is a bit like when she regresses somebody to find out the cause, and she then fixes it.
Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes, that is it.
Geoff – Right, so the tremendous closeness that we have here, I am now putting into that life there. And I can feel her relax a lot, she is getting the feeling of, like it is all okay now and letting herself relax.
Miriam (Ishmael) – She has accepted, now how is that episode going to affect her future lives, the loneliness?
Geoff – She will understand that she can’t be lonely any more, that she and I are so attached, that even if we are apart or in separate lives, I can still be there and vice versa.
Miriam (Ishmael) – In other words you have opened up her mind so that she can accept that she will not be lonely. For the years have gone when she has felt lonely.
Geoff – Yes, and it is those memories which give her the feeling of loneliness these days, when she thinks of the past, so although we can never do away with those memories, we can alter the feeling when you think back to those memories, so that is what we have just done.
Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes, a sort of rescue, in a way.
Geoff – Yes, I see what you mean, excellent.
Miriam (Ishmael) – But it can be altered because you have only altered memories, you have not altered the karma in any way.
Geoff – Yes, she went through the karma and the experience and benefited by it, and knows the result, but it doesn’t affect anything. Shame, I could stay here and hold her for a bit longer, this is great fun.
Miriam (Ishmael) – But your duty tonight is to go further, not duty, your wish.
Geoff – Yes, all right so I will leave Verna there in that lifetime, and move off to wherever is next. I also have that feeling of loneliness just by leaving Verna in that lifetime. Can I just ask a quick question before we go on?
Miriam (Ishmael) – I will not guarantee to answer, but you can ask.
Geoff – When I visit these different lifetimes and so on. Is that astral traveling, or what would you call it?
Miriam (Ishmael) – It is projecting your astral through the third eye.
