ALTERING LONELY MEMORIES By SpiritualDictionary.com
In this meditation, I am seeing a past life of my wife (Verna) and the guide channeling through Miriam is Ishmael.
Geoff: What I have got is a big field, full of wheat. And in this corner I can see a child’s rocking horse, brightly painted. It has not been used for a long time. It was put there for a child many years ago. There is a lot of wheat to the left, huge fields going for miles and miles. Mountains in the background. In this field with the rocking horse in it is more like a paddock. It is fenced. At the back of it is some sort of wooden cabin, and there is nothing around for miles. If someone farmed all this they would obviously have a much bigger house, and shed of some sort. So all I can think of is it belonged to someone who worked on the property. The wooden hut at the back is very dark grey wood. Obviously somebody lived there, and kept their horses in the paddock and worked on this huge ranch.
I am going to go inside the house now. Now on the way I can see a wife that is very happy, a daughter- I am sure the wife is Verna.
Miriam (Ishmael) Yes it is
Geoff: Welcome
Miriam (Ishmael) It’s Ishmael”
Geoff: Welcome Ishmael Okay, Verna has this baby daughter, and that is all I can see there. I am just going to sit on the porch for awhile, and look at this beautiful view, because I am sure there is something else here.
Miriam (Ishmael) Oh there is.
Geoff: They kept pigs there, and they had a couple of dogs, mainly this paddock was for the horses. It wasn’t all that long ago in time. I mean its somewhere around the 18th century.
Miriam (Ishmael) Yes
Geoff: Sort of pioneer days of the wild west days, or slightly after that, because what Verna has on is red and yellow, and it’s like a dress come apron thing. There is also a little boy with a very sort of crew cut hairstyle, and he is probably three or four years old. Now I am trying to see the husband, and I obviously think at this stage it’s going to be me, but I can’t see anybody yet.
I know he worked away, by away I mean he would go across the ranch and do the usual mending fences and looking after cattle etc come back on a horse at the end of the day. Every time I want to go inside, I feel like there is something more on the outside- or there is something stopping me from going inside. I can’t see anything else out here. Verna’s life was pretty lonely except for the kids, very lonely, when she did get to meet people it was obviously great fun.
Miriam (Ishmael) Walk around to the back of the house.
Geoff: There is a grave, that is where her husband died, and that was why her life was so lonely.
Miriam (Ishmael) But you are there for a purpose.
Geoff: These days when I go away on a trip, Verna feels exceptionally lonely because it stems back to that life.
Miriam (Ishmael) Yes
Geoff: And she feels more than most people would, she got used to it in that life, used to putting up with the pain of being on her own, and gave all her love to the children, and that is why it hurts so much when I go away these days.
Miriam (Ishmael) Yes and what can you do for that now.
Geoff: What I must do is join with her in that life, be there in that life which will then alter this life.
Miriam (Ishmael) Yes.
Geoff: Right so I have walked up behind her she is at the fence put my arms around her, and I am basically telling her that I will be with her for the rest of her time there, until she meets someone else, even though it’s in spirit. It is a bit like when she regresses somebody to find out the cause.
Miriam (Ishmael) Yes that is it.
Geoff: She then fixes it. Right so the tremendous closeness that we have here, I am now putting into that life there
Miriam (Ishmael) Yes.
Geoff: I can feel her relax a lot, she is getting the feeling of like its all okay now, and just relaxing and letting herself go
Miriam (Ishmael) If she has accepted, now how is that episode going to affect her future lives of the loneliness.
Geoff: She will understand that she can’t be lonely anymore, because she and I are so attached even if we are apart. In separate or different dimensions or lives I can still be there and vice versa.
Miriam (Ishmael) In other words you have opened up her mind, so that she can accept that she will not be lonely. So the years have gone when she felt lonely.
Geoff: Yes, and it’s those memories which give her the feeling of loneliness these days when she thinks of the past. So although we can never do away with those memories, we can alter the feeling when you think back to those memories.
Miriam (Ishmael) Yes you can
Geoff: Good so that is what we have done.
Miriam (Ishmael) Yes sort of rescue.
Miriam (Ishmael) It can be altered because you have only altered memories you have not altered the karma in anyway.
Geoff: Yes she went through the karma of the experience, she benefited by it, and knows the result, so it doesn’t affect anything.
Can I ask a quick question, when I visit these different lifetimes and travel around is that astral traveling, or what would you call it.
Miriam (Ishmael)“It is projecting your astral to the third eye or projecting to the astral through your third eye”
