In this meditation a regular guide called Ishmael is channeling through Miriam. Geoff – Now this is something that I have had twice, when I first got it, it was very clear but it can always be the mind daydreaming, then I went and saw a few other things, nothing in particular, and I have come back to this first event. What happened was, I saw a pile of rocks, like slabs of limestone, the size and shape of a house and they were completely covered in chains, so because I thought I was daydreaming in the beginning, I automatically broke the chains. I started to go through it to see what was there, and the walls sort of all collapsed outwards and in the center is a big piece of metal, which I thought at first was a spaceship but it is not, it is shaped a bit like an anvil, that sort of shape and it is solid. I went inside to see what is there and there was nothing it is empty and just solid steel. Now why this has been shown to me like this I don’t really know. It is a piece of metal, which is as yet has no memory, has not been used. It is something, which I am going to use and it is being shown to me for the first time. Miriam (Ishmael) – You are quite right, this is Ishmael speaking, and welcome back. Geoff – Oh thank you. Now I am sort of kneeling next to this piece of metal to feel what it is and I am running my hands up and down it, I feel that it belongs to me, it is just like ordinary cold metal, not all that smooth, it is a bit worn and pitted, I have used it before in, not in lives on earth, but in lessons in astral. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes. Geoff – And now the memories have been taken out of it again, it is back in its original state and it has been given to me to use. It is shaped like an anvil, one end is pointed and the other end is rounded. And it is such an immense weight, the tip of this point is very black, it is like a crystal, dark, purplish crystal right on the end, and I can see inside this tip is energy, and the energy is needle-like when used – precision. I am running my hands over the rest of it, and now it is beginning to take on a better look, with my mind I am cleaning it, washing it, filling in all the little marks, making it stronger, making it look better, and I can make it hover off the ground, it has no weight, although it is solid. I can walk through it. Miriam (Ishmael) – That surprises you? Geoff – Hmm, no it has become, I can operate it with my mind. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes. Geoff – It looks like this because I was taught to use it like this, but it can take on any shape necessary. Miriam (Ishmael) – That is it, that is what I wanted you to say. Geoff – I have absorbed this shape into me and the point ends up where my third eye is. And with this I will be able to see with much more clarity and definition. Now I am to take this now and keep it with me, it will from now always be a part of me. Miriam (Ishmael) – It will. Geoff – I will be reminded how to use it bit by bit in astral because the power that it can create is very, very strong and it is going to take me a few months to be able to handle it adequately. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes, you must do it slowly, but you will, you will, no doubt about it. Geoff – I am trying to see how it will be used, as examples, and I have started off by going through a forest or just above the forest and I can see the outlines of the trees clearer and also I can see not so much sense, but see and sense together the condition the trees are in and condition the area is in. I have taken a flower… it is to help me create! Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes, for using your mind! Geoff – Yes, because I went to take a flower and suddenly it appeared in far more detail, definition and so on. Miriam (Ishmael) – And you were wondering what you would be learning this time over, something completely different, but more advanced. Geoff – Yes, so it will help me create and what I will be creating is not physical things on earth, I will be creating attitudes, emotions, always things to do with the mind, again becoming more sensitive and being able to understand people and feelings and group emotions a lot more. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes, and to work with Verna when she has a difficult task, for you will be able to create what that person is trying to express, many things you will be able to do, and it will be good. Geoff – Hmm, I can see Verna with a patient, and I will be able to see what that person is feeling, and how that patient is suffering. Miriam (Ishmael) – Verna will not always want you there, but with difficult cases you will be able to help more. Geoff – Yes, and also I can pass on that information to Verna in a different form, telepathy. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes, of course you can. Geoff – That is very clever, so it is like me seeing in a different dimension, a different language, and then translating it and passing it in to Verna with telepathy that is great. Miriam (Ishmael) – And your father has already been told he must practice telepathy. Geoff – Yes, very good. Miriam (Ishmael) – Just a little of what your future holds for you in your work. Geoff – Now what I have been sensing over the last few months, only slightly, but it is getting stronger, is group emotions in an area and area emotions. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes, and they will expand, and you are going to need them, very much so. Geoff – Yes, especially in Africa. Miriam (Ishmael) – That is so. Geoff – Now apart from just sensing and feeling these group emotions, I will be able to create energies in return to smooth out the problems that can arise by putting the right emotion in place in that group, but I must practice on groups of animals. Miriam (Ishmael) – Oh yes, very much. Geoff – Yes there is a lot I am seeing of what I can do with nature, flowers and so on and animals. And communication with divas. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes, and they are watching and noticing how you are progressing. Geoff – Yes, I can see an awful lot that will be done and to such a high degree of awareness, a higher level of development. Now I have got Verna directly in front of me and I have got my arms around her, standing behind her, and spreading out around me in a circle is what I will sense and just below that is an identical circle of what Verna will sense, but a different type of sensing, that is why we will work so well together. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes. Geoff – Yeah it is different. I can see the differences but again it is difficult to explain what they are, Verna’s is a sort of people-loving-sensing, and mine is a emotional group sensing, that is the best way I can put it. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yours is more practical. Geoff – Yes, Verna’s is more people. And this is still quite a few years in the future. Miriam (Ishmael) – Perhaps quicker than you think. Geoff – But the practice will start now, a lot of the practice will be done without me knowing it, you tend to do it automatically, the reason I am being told about it now is because the senses can develop over a period, and if you didn’t know about it you would automatically assume that everybody else could sense the same sort of thing. Now in the distance I can see quite a few spirits who are in astral but who will be working with me, and each one has a different type of specific power, and they will work through me if they want to get this specific type of power, or recognise what is needed and they will supply that type of energy. And so I will have many different types working through me, normally one or two at a time. Miriam (Ishmael) – It is like tapping into your own electricity, isn’t it? Geoff – Yes. Miriam (Ishmael) – And you will find the difference to be vast, so difficult to understand at first because they are so different, but you will come to understand. Geoff – Yes, I can see or sense the development as well and the learning, a lot of things I am experiencing I can’t get across in a few words on a tape. Because it is experiences and emotions that have never been felt before, so there are no words to describe it. Miriam (Ishmael) – That is so, just the same that you cannot describe heavenly colours, because there are none to compare with on earth. Geoff – Yes, different forms of sensing. Also distance is going to come into it somehow, when I am on the ground physically, I will be able to operate in that area, but I will also be able to think of different areas, and sense in those areas, as an example if I picked up Ethiopia on the news, where they were starving, I would be able to project to that area and sense what was happening in that area. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes you will. Geoff – I am busy at the moment changing landscapes and recreating them. I am seeing a different form of energy come down, it looks like water, it is very thin, there is whole sheets of it, pure and strong, and that will be from a source which I will just have to tap into, there are no guides there specifically giving that form of energy, it is a reservoir of energy that I can call upon and then utilise. Now there are several different types of energies, from the very thin, to the very coarse and different colours and effervescent, and bubbly and all sorts. And I must learn all of these to learn which ones to use and it is the same with the colours. Miriam (Ishmael) – You will learn to surround yourself with them and become completely submerged and it will be so much clearer, not as easy as you think, but you can do it. Geoff – In a way it is a bit like being a spirit sorting out problems on earth. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes. Geoff – The physical connection, if this energy goes through somebody with earth vibrations, it has not necessarily more strength, but it is more compatible for the job to be done than spirit energy. Miriam (Ishmael) – And you will have a lot of help from your higher self when you do that. Geoff – Hmm. Miriam (Ishmael) – Not necessarily asking, but it will be given. Geoff – Communications, colours, energies, distance, emotions, all sorts of things, it is like having a new toy to play with. Miriam (Ishmael) – Oh and what a toy, much better than your computer. Geoff – Yes too true. And crystals too, working a lot with crystal and sending energies through crystal to where they have to go, it is like a booster, and also when you send energy through crystal you can sort of program it to send out that energy for a long time to come, constantly. Miriam (Ishmael) – You can. Geoff – I am getting something about memories as well. Now I have gone to an area, which looks very strange, not unusual in meditation, it is on the side of a hill, there is long grass and trees in the distance, and there is this like mechanical thing in front of me, it looks like a Christmas tree in a way, but it is made out of metal, lots of arms and joints that are moving. It doesn’t really make any sense at the moment, yes it is a form of communication, this is something that somebody created as a form of communication, when they created it, they created it as a beginner, and when they imagined something like an aerial and it had to be several hundred feet tall, and therefore had to be made out of thick steel so it didn’t break and bend and so on, and that is why this sort of monstrosity ended up her, to correct it we know that there is no weight or stress and you can create whatever you want, and you can create the size, the colour, and the strength and all sorts of things. So I have changed it to thin colored rods and the metal has disappeared and these thin rods are replacing it, which are doing exactly the same job, when you create, knowing that you can create in your mind, have got this faith that you can create in your mind, because your mind can keep it there, it is not something which you have had and experienced a failing. If for instance on the earth plane and I built a tower of bricks, eventually I know it will fall down, because I have done it before and I have seen it fall down, in astral I have never seen that happen, and therefore it is something which won’t happen unless I make it happen. Miriam (Ishmael) – The thought has to be there continuously otherwise it will disappear. Geoff – The thought has to be there continuously… Miriam (Ishmael) – Or rather, let us say it has to be used continuously. Geoff – Right, so by using it what you mean is that you know that it is there. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes, as long as there is a thought going to that whatever it is, it remains, but if after time if there is no thought, it just disappears. Geoff – Right, so if I create something in astral, and keep it there by continuous thought then eventually it would materialize. Miriam (Ishmael) – Not materialize as…..you mean to bring it to earth to materialize? Geoff – Yes. Miriam (Ishmael) – It has to have a very special power to be able to do that, and you have not reached that stage yet, it can be done, but not yet. Geoff – Hmm, but that is the format of how it is done, visualise it and then create it. Well if I can create energies and use energies, I am bringing those energies from astral to earth, and making them materialize as such on earth in the form of energy, and that is the first step to creating something else, something solid like a loaf of bread. Now the more that I create and see the results of my actions on earth, the closer I will be to creating something like a loaf of bread, because the faith is being built up and strengthened, so eventually I will know how to create more and more. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes, is that not what Jesus did with the loaves of bread and the fishes? Geoff – Yes that is right. Miriam (Ishmael) – True he had the power that he had from the beginning, but it can be done. Geoff – Yes, he had the power because he had the faith. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes. Geoff – But to get that faith, it is not something that is just given, you have to learn to have faith, to have blind faith, it is not the same. Miriam (Ishmael) – No it is not the same, one must understand the faith. Geoff – So if I started by say taking a patch of lawn and making one patch go green through putting energies there, I would be able to see the results of my actions, that would give me more faith and therefore I would be able to create something a little bit stronger, and so it continues. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes, that would be a good beginning. Geoff – Now I have got three children who have created an animal, which is an absolute abortion (laughs), and they want me to fix it. And I am not going to fix it, all I am going to do is show them a form of how it should look, so that they can fix it. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes. Geoff – Right, so we will leave them to play. Now creating limbs, changing physical bodies, healing. Internally, if for instance I saw somebody who had weak kidneys, I would sense that they had it, the minor step, one above creating the patch of grass and one below creating a loaf of bread, would be to know that I was fixing that kidney, but I would not be able to see the results of that action. But I would know that I did it, it is like an in between step. Miriam (Ishmael) – And did you not learn at the beginning of your lessons, how to build up flesh and muscles? Geoff – Yes, that is right, so if you got somebody who for instance lost an arm, and you wanted to recreate that arm, you wouldn’t do it immediately, you would do it little by little, for their benefit as well as others. So it would seem like it was natural. Miriam (Ishmael) – Depending on the circumstances and if it was allowed for that person. Geoff – Yes. Miriam (Ishmael) – A step further than your healing that you do now. Geoff – Yes, now if you take the healing that I do now, such as when Verna has a headache or fluid on the ankle or whatever, I have always been concerned that I can’t actually see anything happening, although I have been told on numerous occasions that it has been fixed but you are still doubtful whether it is mind over matter, or whether they are just being nice or whether you have really done it, because there isn’t any real proof of doing it in the physical, now I will be able to see that a lot clearer. I will also be able to feel a lot better because I can see it clearer, and because I can see it actually happening. Miriam (Ishmael) – Yes you will know whether it is a genuine discomfort or hurt caused by something wrong or whether it is something emotional. Geoff – Hmm, right. Miriam (Ishmael) – Emotion can bring as much pain as anything real that is caused by something wrong.